The Prayer

yay i can blog again.

2008-05-07T02:58:00.000-07:00

yay...

so finally i can get into my account again and blog...
im not to sure what happened...maybe i just dont know how to do my blog...
anyway so i havent blogged in ages and because i dont have the internet up in auckland im using tim and renees pc while at their place....they cooked a nice pasta and i added heaps of sour cream so it made it even nicer....

ok ....so ive got a lot to catch up on...but basically im working in auckland now....so sad...i miss hamilton heaps and will be back to that lovely place one day.....
im not to sure what the future holds for me but there are a number of things that i want to do and see happen in life...hopefully me being in auckland is a step that brings me closer to what i believe God has placed in my heart....
if im stepping out of what God wants for me then i pray He brings me back into line, through any means...
so yeah im working in auckland...
i still go back down to hamilton in the weekends for the time being but if things go well in aucks then ill find myself not coming back as often...so sad.....
anyway heaps of things have been happening since my last post...

LCF church is amazing and really starting to lift...people are really lifting their hearts up to God and He is really making himself known in a number of peoples lives at the moment who go to LCF...i really believe God is going to do amazing things with LCF as long as the congregations hearts are open to be used....
anyway...yeah its great to see my friends and family really lifting and going hard for God...

I pray that i can continue to do the same....some people who see me going to aucks may think im running away from what God is calling me to do...maybe i am??? maybe im not?? i get confused alot and im trying to read and pray heaps to God....ive really stepped up my time with Him in order to try be more in line with what He wants for my life...its hard but yeah....i hope that things get sorted in my life././/
for those that are reading....maybe u dont know what im on about...but i guess the goodd thing is, is that i do...lol....so just read in a confused state....

anyway...life is growing and moving on....

i love walking in auckland and listening to music and letting my mind wander....its really nice...im walking everywhere i go most of the time because i dont have a car....

anyway i go back this weekend to hamilton and Jono and Simon are music leading....its jonos first time and its amazing to see how far he has come from where he once was....i really pray that Jono continues to let God use him because he is going to go really far i believe....
hes an awesome man for God...

anyway this is a lot ...

i blog again sometime..

sam

welcome tim and renee

2008-02-06T14:24:00.000-08:00

hey tim and renee...

welcome to the blog club.....

i need to blog more actually to be part of this club...

anyway...how do you guys get the chats boxes on the side of the menu bar??? please help....

whats been happening lately....mmm...

well im still busy but not as stressed as a few weeks ago....God always keeps me sane and going.

anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL....CHINESE THAT IS ! ! ! ! !

GONG XI FA CHOI.......please correct me if i spelt it wrong...heheheh.....

take care

my sisters bday

2008-01-18T02:00:00.001-08:00

ok so here are some very simple pics of my sisters bday party....she is gettting old now.....
yeha i was a waiter there because i had to help out.....but whats really cool is my cousin made some black aprons to wear...they were so cool and at the end of the night i didnt want to take it off...lol...

otherwise a really good nite and everyone had fun i think...

oh and tomrow i get to drive a van up to aucks ....lol......im so excited...its not every day i get to drive one with people in it.....gona be a nice little road trip....
please pray that i drive safely....

take care alll

life....

2008-01-14T02:25:00.000-08:00

wow...two posts in two days....wah just like the old days....

anyway....todays post...life....

man lately ive been really busy and i dont even have a job??? so how can that be??? i seem to fill my life with heaps of little things....(which are big) and then i find myself still jobless...lol....so sad...

well ok i used to have a job but the agency that i was with(was really small) and one of the partners left and business wasnt good so now i dont have a job...that sucks because i was really enjoying my work....design that is...

so now im out job hunting again....and jst came back from holiday 2 weeks ago...
had to help organise my sisters party.....that jst went in the weekend,.,..spent about 24 hours making a video for her....(which is a long time).....
yeah im jst releasing my brain rite now....
ok....so video done...
but i have to organise this course at church that im running...survival kit...and also get this little english holiday business venture plan done....and then theres also jobs to apply for and a portfolio to update and finish completing and then more church stuff with helping out for the official opening....
and also help my sister out with this video for her old boss who has now become a judge.....
wah.....
my brain is exploding....i better sleep and pray more to God......
so far God is helping me to cope... so THANKYOU LORD ! ! !

hehehe ive also been thinking bout korea heaps too in the past few days??? not sure why??? maybe i miss my mates???? maybe i miss my ex?? maybe i miss work???whateva the reasons all i know is that i get this feeling of missing korea and my previous past there....
yeah i know i have to move on....
ive also been thinking and realising that its so hard to find and know the rite gal.....(not that ive been looking actually) but with all of these couples around me i thought one day and realised that the rite gal is hard to find and see....at the moment im very happy not having a gf and staying single.....i already find it hard to have time to do things and having a gal would not be fair for her....plus i also want a job b4 i can even think about having a gal again....lol...

anyway this is enough from me

nite nite lim sisters.......
(lol ur the only ones that read this blog...lol.....)

randoms....

2008-01-12T23:51:00.000-08:00

continued random pics...

yeah....

bowling on simons bday

2008-01-12T23:42:00.000-08:00

so for simons bday we all paid for simon and helen to have a nice romantic dinner at this flash restaurant...was really good i think....then we all meet up and played bowling.....was fun but i had a really bad game :(.....

plus simon was 1 hr late.....too much kissing with helen i think...anyway...i guess he could cause its his bday....

at the lodge

2008-01-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

yeah at the lodge continued......
random pics....
really nice...and scary depends how u look at it...lol.

at the lodge...

2008-01-12T23:15:00.000-08:00

ok so for new years..... all of my family...like 40 of us went out to this lodge in the middle of no where....no cell[phone reception but it was great...had so much fun and so beautiful out there....we did heaps of things and all in all in was a great trip...

heaps of couples though so at times quite weird for a single guy like me....hard to explan really...but for all u singles out there im sure u know what i mean...

my cousins from aussie

2008-01-12T23:11:00.000-08:00

so over the christmas and new years period my cousins form australia came over to visit....

i havent seen them in ages and it was great being able to catch up and laugh at old stories again....
post christmas day we visited my aunty and uncle at their house as a big family...it was really nice and touching....such old age mixed with real youth...an interesting combination and period of time to reflect...

a long time coming

2008-01-12T23:07:00.000-08:00

ok..... so here are pics from estelles 21st party...a long time coming i know... ive been very lazy in blogging.....anyway ill try to make a better effort...

trying to upload pics....

2007-12-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

just for you ann ann, two sexy boys....lol.......lyn ill find some hot steamy pics for u too...jst have patience and wait ;-)

ok...so ive been trying to upload some pics for lyn and antz to see....actually come to think of it i think you two are the only people that read this blog anyway...wah so special i guess....or so lonely am i ??? you gals can choose which one.....lol../..

anyway so this weekend has been really busy with things to do and with the year drawing to a close everyday is more busy than the next...next year is gng to be massive as i move into the next phase in my life and im quite scared at not really knowing where and what God wants me to do next....yes i know to serve and love Him and others but to be more specific i dont know if im to study to be a teacher...try and find a job in aucks....go overseas again...or go into more full time based ministry....????

im trying to hear from God but i guess i have to try harder and have more faith with action...

this weekend was busy and i got quite annoyed at times as i found that there are heaps of people out there...esp Christians who can be still quite selfish and self serving....

church isn't about my own interests and my close mates as i can always see them during the week, but people need to realise that church on a sunday is about reaching out....growing relationships with those you normally wouldn't talk to ....talking to visitors,,,, and helping out in whatever way to lesssen the burden off others.....to often we jst do what we want and are either too lazy or just dont care about others....how will church (God's kingdom) grow if we don't action our faith in a place where we are most comfortable...

i was quite annoyed at how little people can see outside of themselves.....so im blogging about it and venting.... PEOPLE NEED TO REACH OUT TO OTHERS FOR GOD AND BLESS OTHERS BY SERVING AND GIVING>>>>>> TO MANY PEOPLE ARE LAZY THESE DAYS AND SELFISH AND THAT ALSO RELFECTS THEIR WALK WITH GOD>>> ! ! ! !

on a side note....i had a fairly good day at church and i love that song "saviour King"......God is so wonderful and it's great to really declare things for Him.

I also managed to survive and whole touch rugby game today for the first time since my injury, my knee still isn't good but it felt good again to run a bit....it continues to strengthen which is awesome ^^

also this week i have an interview to see if i get into waikato uni next year to study the 1 year teaching course.....hehehehe i then have to apply for the scholarship......see what happens...God will let me go if He wants me to go....

otherwise a great day...also managed to catch up with an old and long high school mate...

anyway lets see now if i can post at least a pic or two??

2007-12-14T02:08:00.000-08:00

cant load pics...taking to long...

sorry antz and lyn...u wuill have to wait somemore...

........

2007-11-22T00:32:00.000-08:00

hey hey....
so goodbye to joshua, abby and adeline....you all shall be very missed....as the season draws to an end i say goodbye to my mates, some for good and others for just a short time....miss you all.....
had a great time in aucks last night with the boys...we had a funny chat and good laughs....lol....an awesome time...
this week has been interesting for me....had some ups and downs...been really tired and i haven't worked much at work which is sad....we need more clients so that i can work more...please prayer for more clients.....
also jst been thinking heaps about my future and the direction in which i feel God is leading me....yes i know i still have heaps of time ( i think) in life but i want to start making a difference to those around me and start making a real impact in lives....either through work or through ministry....
God has been great this week and I have been really challenged to draw closer to Him throughout this week...has it been successful....mmm we shall see i guess....
here are some pics....
Antz graduation....... bye joshie and bye ade

bye ade
guai antz

such a nerd.....kisses joshy

mmm....

2007-11-11T00:08:00.000-08:00

so i havent blogged in a while....

anyway ive been reading other peoples blogs and wow...quite interesting.....anyway .,....that has no meaning...

had chuch today and a games day yesterday and also said goodbye to my mate last nite....so many things happened this weekend....

most of it was great.....

i said goodbye to my mate from highschool, adeline.....she went back to indo for good so some of us went up to aucks at 11pm at nite....came back this morning, had a short sleep then went to church.... church was good.....talked about vision and what not...nice message pastor...hehehehe

i played drums today for church..havent play in a while...made quite a few mistakes too....butmmmm i still enjoyed it and gave my all too God so yeah....

after that had lunch at kwans...was quite enjoyable really...tlked with the gals...lol...was fun....^^ who wouldnt want to talk to 4 gals....if your a guy.......

um what else...yesterday had a games day, went well but alot of work ......i hope others enjoyed it??? spent heaps of money on that too :( my budget like a few others i know has been blown.....

also over the past few days/nites some mates and me have been um.........making bottles go boom.....really fun..... watching those buckets explode and what not....

otherwise...work tomrow.....and yeah.....another weekend gone by.....

boys are boys

keep things simple...

2007-11-08T01:52:00.000-08:00

Sam you must remind yourself to keep things simple.....

Sam you must remind yourself to let go of your pride and know that your not perfect

Sam you must remind yourself not to take things so seriously

Sam you must remember to smile yourself

Whoever reads this...please remind me of what i have said
mmmm ill post more pics another time....

for now..... i just pray for peace....^^

more pics

2007-11-05T03:29:00.000-08:00

yes more pics...

Fun times...

2007-11-05T03:03:00.000-08:00

so im not really gona write much...jst post pics....of fun times... of fun times.... of fun times...

yes i will repeat this so people know...of fun times ! ! ! hahahaha

mmmmmm thoughts...

2007-11-04T01:38:00.000-07:00

hey hey...

i havent posted in a while...being a few days but thats a while i guess...

so a lot has been happening around me recently...some good some bad...depends on ones perception i guess...

work has been going really well at the moment...and im really loving it....interesting tasks and projects and im learning alot of new and interesting things....

church has been great too....i music lead today with Helen and it was good...musically practice went better because today we had a few sound troubles.....but....it happens and at the end of it glory was still given to God and thats what matters really.....so yeah ...church has been really good....growth is happening both spiritually and physically and its great to see....gets me really excited actually and i have these awesome dreams about the future and what can happen....nah its not like prophesy or visions i dont think....just dreams .....and they arent far fetched and about revival and stuff like that but just everyday happenings where people grow and get excited about God ^^...anyway no point in what im saying jst saying my thoughts...
what else....yeah my leg is slowly getting better and its really making me happy...although i know that if i push it too hard then i could do more permanent damage to it so i better not i guess....

also my father and me cooked dinner tonight for the young people at church and it was really fun...im learning how to cook from dad and man hes a good cook....he can make sauces out of anything aye...quite amazing so im trying to learn......but yeah dinner was fun...quite crowded and busy but fun.....i hope people had fun anyway as the main reason i guess was to socialise...gives those that normally wouldnt hang out a channce too...(heheheh but my original plan was actually to take some people out for dinner, treat them really...but um thanks to my parents great wisdom they said not really wise and i should open it up...they are correct too so in the end i think the right thing was done )
but yeah...it occured to me anyway during the dinner and festivities.....that i know another point of what i want in a gal....
so basically us guys are guys....and being boys...boys will be boys and boys when together are goofy and do silly things...not always the right things but silly things non the less.....so what im trying to say is that.....i think that i would need a very understanding gal to know and let me hang out and be silly around my guy mates, thats not to excuse me for when i do something really wrong when im with them....but most things are just silly. So what im trying to say is that my gal would jst have to chill and let things be sometimes and not get up tight and angry and "grossed" out by some things....and if some of my actions stopped a gal from liking me just because of me hanging with my mates then i dont think that gal would be right for me....mmm i wonder if this all makes sense??? or is jst some ramblings that people will read and automatically judge???? guess ill find out with the comments bar....
mmm but yeah.....so yeah a good nite....
and also a potential gal would have to beable to hang out with my mates and family....and not be afraid to go out to places.....

so u the reader may ask....why all of a sudden this gal talk...welll......jst on my mind i guess so i better unload it so i can have a good sleep hehehe......

but yeah...thats bout it i guess for now.. otherwise too long too read...

wei sen chow

2007-10-31T02:52:00.000-07:00

yeah ok so i was going through my photos and i was reminded of this one...thought i would post it...hehehhe my mate wei...so sexy i know.. ! ! !!

work was busy today....i might have to go into work tomrow too ....which will be good..means more money...lol....
i thought i got paid today too but i think it comes through tomrow :( anyway i can wait only a few more hours....i better use it wisely......

otherwise things are going well this week...been busy with things really...
went to a stock meeting on monday with evans.....was really interesting aye and good...makes me think more which is always good i guess....
then yesterday wei came down and we had a good little catch up b4 watching movies at my house at nite.....the normal peps came round.....was a good movie too.... :)
what else...working today...was busy like i said...
um also meeting up with this korean tomrow....should be interesting...business b4 pleasure....hahahaha......nah jst jokes.... jst a mate through a mate...so barely a mate...does that make sense...anyway we have to talk about some design stuff so nothing too interesting really.....
mmm otherwise yeah...

i started facebook...i cant believe im getting into these web things...so anti social yet very sociall...so weird really....

yeah i cant be bothered posting pics...

2007-10-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

yeah...

so i was luking through pics wondering what ones to post but i cant be bothered aye...lol....because my camera takes the pics and they are too big....which means i have to adjust the size and that takes to long to do and im too lazy....so sad...anyway...

so yesterday, friday, and today was great ! ! !hows that times lapses......on friday had work...and it went really welll...was quite busy dooing things which was good.....then at nite i hung out with jo and antz,....we went to this new coffee place and had some interesting talks.....was nice hanging out with themm....quite different really.......quite like having a change now and then....
then on saturday... i meet up with this designer.... ( k gal) and we talked bout some stuff that shes helping me with....was a good business meeting...lol...and then after that we hung out, talked had coffeee...blah blah......
my sister came back too....so finally shes nearly finished for the year...which is great....she then took me to church where i finished off putting together the new music roster for chuch...was there till around 5:30 then went round to kiris and jays house for dinner....
the gals did a wonderful job in putting together some chinese dimsum....was rather nice and i ate too much :( but still great....
my dad and jono were also have funny conversations at the table...so good to be laughing...lol....not sure if the gals liked it though...hahahaha
after that the youth group at church organised a fear factor nite...and although it was that scary....it was still a great nite....everyone enjoyed themselves i think and some new people came which was great to see....always good to see new people come and have the opportunity to know God more...so i think it was a complete success ^^
after that.....momo tea....i didnt buy a tea ! ! ! hahahahaha now that im working im trying to keep to budget and save money and watch what i spend...hehehehe i figure that i did it in korea so i better do it here, plus i better save heaps of money so that once im off the single list i can luk after my gal....hahahahahahaha.......i have a lot of time to save...lol...

so yeah yesterday was great.....then today was really good too..church was good as always....and then after church we went to the gardens and ate lunch and played touch rugby...ok so i couldnt play but i still had fun...was good seeing everyone actually join in and play...the gals didnt jst sit and be sad on the sideline....and all the guys played.... :)
so all in all the weekend was awesome....
ive been trying to spend even more time with God and change certain habits that i have....im trying to hang out with people i normally wouldnt in order to stretch myself and grow more...so so far so good.. :)
tomrow i go to aucks with evans for stockholder meeting....his stocks not mine...im jst company...so that should be intersting aye....never been b4.....
so yeah....
GOD IS GOOD ! ! ! and this coming Sunday im music leading ....havent done it in a while since my leg so im pumped aye....cant wait to be with the team again.... :)
anyway...another long post...
any emo feelings...mmmm nah...jst that things are good....all my mates are good although josh is stressing bout His exams....everyone please pray for him whoever reads this ! !! !
Lord please be with Josh and help him to do really well and be fine with his exams...AMEN>>>

Blah...

2007-10-24T02:40:00.000-07:00

So then,
today was another good day...although i was really tired at work...wah...i think its because i stare at the computer screen for hours...so at 1:30 i had to leave work for a wee bit to go see the specialist bout my knee..so far so good..things are looking better and im finally beginning to smile a bit more...hehehe
after work jono,kwan and me went and had japanese for dinner..was quite nice but i was still hungry afterwards.....then we were late for music jam.....luckly simon brings his keys now so im saved... ;) what else...yeah thats bout it....
came home and been burning more cds for music this summer...i have to burn 60 cds....60 thats a lot of cds...so far ive burned 20......and its due by this weekend.. :(
ruth comes back this weekend to i think...yay she can take care of my leg....lol.....
Ive come to realise too that its really easy to trick Kwan and make her think about things.....b4 on the way home i was talking to jono and then i decided to play a game so i was telling kwan how Lyn likes jono....and how we (jono.lyn,antz,me) went out too momo tea without her....lol...and made up more crap and kwan was um...not impressed....lol....she was like...how come u never took me to momo...blah blah blah...how do u know lyn likes jono...blah blah... was quite funny....except i hope kwan doesnt take it out on jono...and Lyn....hahaha lyn when u read this um....it was a joke la....she will understand....if she doesnt jst blame me....
so yeah....i better stop making up crap...i think i learnt it from jono...lol....tsk tsk jono...
anyway day off work tomrow...do some music work and some business stuff....
sam

My home in korea.....well part of it.....

UGLY HAIR ! ! !

2007-10-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

hey,
so today was pretty good aye....yesterday was awesome too actually...
at church we had a guest speaker and what he spoke on was really good...talked about getting in behind our leaders and praying for them and supporting them...and he also confirmed alot of what Pastor(dad) had been sharing about the past few months....that was really awesome as he didnt know what dad had been speaking on...
so yeah yesterday was great and then at nite time some of the young adults came round to watch movies at my house....while they were watching the movies i got a hair cut form my mate jono.....he wanted to cut my hair so i let him....actually he cut it really well aye and everyone was happy with how he cut it.....
Kwan his gf was all like ...wah now sam u look hot...lol......but then everyone was calling me jono as jono had cut my hair like his.... :( lol so no wonder kwan liked it...hahahahaah...
so yeah now my hair is similar to my mates which is pretty funny but i must complitment him and say that he did do a good job in cutting it ^^..

so then today i taught Antz how to drive a car...now this 17 year old gal has never driven a car b4 so it was very um...interesting...lol....at first she was really jerky with the brake and accelarator and couldnt remember what was what but then after about an hour she was alot smoother...^^ so yeah ....as time continues she will continue to get better but otherwise it was really fun teaching her...i hope she enjoyed it too....i guess ill find out if she wants another lesson......
so after the driving i came home and did some church music stuff.....nearly finished doing what im doing for the new roster ....slowly getting there..but im really happy with whats happening in this area of the church,..the music team is really growing and upskilling themselves which is great to see....
so had cell group tonite and then after cell group lyn says that my hair is ugly... ! ! !! wah ...ouch ! ! ! ! like a thousand daggers killing me...loll..........so now im confused...hahahaha some say hair good some say hair bad.......in the end i cant please everyone so im gng to shave my head bald...lol...nah i wont do that im actually ok with my hair ...it was jst funny at how lyn said it....so open and upfront...actually very good to see from a gal and especially from her.....so welll done lyn on telling the truth...i dont mind...im not a gal whos gng to cry...although i do have a crutch with which i will hit u with next time i see u...hahah

anyway getting late...

Hey hey....

2007-10-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

So i've found out how to add pics...hehehe

time to do so...

ok so, friday nites momo nathans dinner thing.....

hehe the guy on the left is this guy called ayumu...we have known each other for years and its great to see him having some fun and being silly with me ^^

oh yeah so yesterday right.... well basically i went over to the foongs to get some help from auntie about some financial things...was really helpful , then i came home...oh yeah i drived home..hahahah which means my leg is getting better and im not so disabled now.....

so i drove home then i spent the enitre day at home doing things for church and for my business...hehe yeah im doing some business things but i cant really write aobut it yet until it really happens more...but yeah...so actually i had a really productive day yesterday and for once I really did some good work and enjoyed doing it....normally i cant spend a whole day doing work but yesterday i did...really proud of myself....which by the way isnt gud because im already proud... :( hehehehe

so yeah ..then at night i stayed home and helped luk after my nephews and niece which was fun...and then jono and si came round....oh along with kwan...i made them banana shakes and that was nice....

si , jono and me had a great little talk about music with church too and we shared our opinions on a range of things....this included relationships...i really expressed what i felt so that was interesting...the boys seemed to have taken it well..... I believe couples should meet singles first ...instead of singles going up to them....like ok so thats not a general rule....BUT couples need to be more user friendly and not so stuck in their own world...but actually reach out to new people and blah blah....i wasnt really meaning them but i was statting this in general terms....

anyway i have to go now and get kfc for dinner with my sister...arrrrhhhh shes shouting at me...lol

A great day ^^

2007-10-20T02:36:00.000-07:00

Today was an awesome day, right now im talking to my mates simon and jono so i cant blog...i do it again some time...

sam

Nathans bday..../ fun day....

2007-10-19T04:02:00.000-07:00

so today was great....

had work, finished early from work which was fun but while i was at work i had this really good discusion with my boss....he explained heaps to me about marketing and how things work and a good structure and all this stuff...was really good and made me think heaps....
quite often us "designers" are quite selfish and in our own little world so it helps to have someone tell us something different....^^
so after finishing work early.....i started to walk to the foongs because i was getting a rid from linda (who didnt know i was getting a ride from her) and then this guy came out of the same building as me and offered me a ride...so i took it....he seemed nice and im still alive so he isnt crazy...but rather he saw a disabled man and decided to be nice ..... Thanks God.....so he took me half way cause i didnt want to ask for the whole way and i started walking again../////
next thing i knew it i was texting simon and he was close by so he picked me up and took me the rest of the way to the foongs...
waited for a while at the foongs and talked to auntie...anoter nice convo actually....
then linda came and we went to our meeting about the games nite.....that went well and i had another good discussion....mmmm come to think of it ive had heaps of good talks today...i love it when there is good stimulating conversations....and not just about boring stuff...lol....
then our small group went to nathans bday dinner at the korean restaurant...was really nice and i meet up with some old high school mates..well not really close mates....more like they were a year ahead of me but we talked and hung out now and then....anyway dinner was great......i miss korean good.... :(
then after that we went to momo tea.....once again momo never fails to not be nice.....must be all that sugar....sooooo good.....
but yeah...this is like a story really....mmmmm maybe i should go emo again and make this blog entry more exciting...lol.....
but yeah a great day...good mates and good times...
oh yeah...my leg is getting better too...hehehe cant wait to walk again and be normal...
i also cant wait for my first pay day...hahahaha ill be giving some to God...(thanks for the job God) and to my parents....i try to be a good son....try....
what else...
mmm yeah...thats bout it..

Helped arrived when needed...

2007-10-18T02:12:00.000-07:00

ok so this whole blogging thing make your blog pretty thing is pretty hard to achieve....even for a man of my skill and petigree....i cant spellll u the reader will learn this over time...lol....
anyway so...who do i call for help...none other than a lim sister....and Yes the older one lyn with all her vast blogging knowledge helped me to add sound and pics and blah blah...

SO THANKYOU LYN ! ! ! !! !

And thats the way the cookie crumbles.

2007-10-17T23:30:00.000-07:00

So this is my first blogging thing.
Firstly i'm a guy, so whoever is reading this please understand that guys generally don't give out to much details. However i may at odd times during this whole blogging phase give more details than the average guy. This by no means indicates that i could be girly. So with that out of the way, i guess ill talk about why i started to blog.

Ok, so i know these two sisters called lims, nah i can't be bothered saying their names, but the people who are reading this will know who im talking about anyway....
so i found out upon my return from korea that these two sisters have blogs...very interesting i thought and i asked if i could read theirs....after some reluctance (i dont know why??) they let me and i found their posts to be rather interesting and thought provoking.

So to cut a long story short i tried bloggin on my cyworld thing, that however is more like a daily calender diary thing....and yes this is a diary sort of thing to but on my cyworld i would rather post pictures than type heaps of things so here i am typing on this thing rather than the other thing....makes no sense but thats wht designers do at times.
Also i have been having bad sleeps recently because heaps of things have been running through my mind so now its a chance to release some things....

ok so today has been interesting...ive been thinking alot and at times i wonder if we take friendships for granted alot of the time. I know i do and the time spent with my mates is sometimes out of duty rather than love. Why do i say this is because recently ive been thinking that my mates have perhaps been hanging with me out of duty rather than really wanting to.
By the way my leg has been bung for almost a month now. i got hurt playing soccer and havent been able to walk since. now i can nearly walk bymyself and i pray that by next week i can. this will then allow me to drive again and not ask so much of my mates.

Yes my mates have been taking me everywhere, from church to momo tea to cambridge.. you name it they have taken me and i guess thats whats added to my thoughts. I have great mates and i know that they love me, but i guess at times things become a burden and hassel and then at times we do things out of duty rather than love.....
Im not doubting my friends love for me but rather i'm counting down the days when i can finally drive again and take tat burden off them,. Then we can get back to really hanging out rather than taking special care in what we do because im disabled.

yes some of you may not know my background....but basically i have 3 sisters, 1 brother and a mum and dad....a great family who i love and would die for.....(although i hope it doesnt come to that)
im single and currently working part time at an advertising agency in my home town.

I also love, believe and follow GOD, JESUS, THE HOLY SPIRIT. yeah im one of those happy clappy christians who is a hypocrite and who is a real guy but who wants to be more like Christ.

mmmmmm yeah i could talk and talk but i have to go out now.....ill b back later on trying to make my blog look more arty, otherwise people will question if im really a designer or not...lol...